My American Homecoming

After my border fiasco back in October '08, I was advised to wait at least a year before returning to the United States. Well I am happy to report that, despite my nervousness, all went smoothly and I spent 10 lovely March days in the sunshine state. I got to catch up with wonderful old friends, make some fabulous new ones, play at Walt Disney World, watch the sunset on the west coast, spend a perfect beach day on the east coast, dance my cares away, and attend the wedding of my friend and former roommate, Anita. This day meant a lot to me, not only to see her so very happy, but also because I had to miss the weddings of 2 other roommates, Amy and Bethany, while I was in France last year. So I was thinking of all 3 beautiful brides and dear friends that day :)

The happy couple

3 down, 3 to go from the Chateau

Kim, my favorite adventurer!

She was in Florida at the same time, and made my visit even more fabulous!

During my visit, I noticed a change in myself. I felt more mellow about life and more willing to simply enjoy the moments and follow the Lord's will for me instead of trying to force my own way. I felt closure in many ways. I still miss my life there, and wish I could be there, but I realize that I can't right now. It was like that saying, "When God closes a door, He opens a window." I felt a few doors close that week, but several windows also opened to let in a most refreshing breeze :)

After my forced, 15-month hiatus, I appreciated everything more, especially my true friends. I was very social when I lived in Orlando, and I pretty much knew everyone. It was so interesting to be around some of those people again. A year really isn't that long, but when you are in another country and communications are limited, you see a little more clearly who really cares about you. It's amazing how much things can change in such a short time. I am grateful for the friends who are still friends, and for being able to celebrate the progress and change in each other's lives.

Here are a few photos of my adventures, and the awesome people I shared them with.

With Tawnya, just a week before Cullen was born

Andrea, the best Dory ever

Thibault, my Traditions trainer from Disneyland Paris

Lunch with the Sensors

B-Rock sharing some Utah lovin'

My temple :)
The Solomons totally didn't recognize me. Hi-larious!

Jess the dancing queen

Old and new friends at my 'surprise' party

Miss Hannah. Missed her!

A perfect day at Cocoa beach

Rooftop hot tub and the inspirational Erin

West coast sunset, baby!

My favorite stylist, Emily

Epcot, my home park

Dinner with the Parkes family featuring Elliott, the latest addition :)

I am so blessed! Thank you all (and all the others who I didn't snag photos with) for welcoming me home :)

Absolutely Finn-tastic

I am such a Gleek. These shows are my weekly dose of humor, eye candy, and feel-good music. The past few weeks have been especially enjoyable, mostly because of all the focus on the guys. Let's be honest, guys who can sing? Irresistable!!!
I love this tall, dreamy Canadian boy and the incredible sincerity he pours into every performance...


... almost as much as I LOVE this curly-haired, broad-shouldered man and his smooth, passionate voice. (not Doogie Houser, the other guy ;)


And an honorable mention goes to this guy. His character is an idiot but he's so dang cute!

Cinco de Mayo

Today would have been the 28th birthday of my best friend Jewell. I've been thinking a lot about her lately, and all the good times we shared. I do not understand the injustice of mortality. Sometimes I really hate it. Some things I will never understand. But this I know: I love her. I miss her. I am so glad I knew her. And I know someday, I will laugh and sing with her again.


(Click here to read my blog about this amazing girl)

P.S.

I LOVE the positive people in my life!!! They are rare treasures in a strange world, and they make life a beautiful thing to be a part of. Thank you!!

Sometimes...

Sometimes I feel like I expect too much of people. Sometimes I get really frustrated when people act selfishly. Sometimes I feel hurt or betrayed because other people don't live up to the potential I see in them. Sometimes I feel so much love for people - and that is exactly what sets me up to be hurt or disappointed.
Maybe I am the selfish one... for seeing what isn't there, for believing anything is possible, for wanting the best. Then you try to help, and you get a slap in the face...
Bleh!
I won't stop loving, and I won't stop serving, but I tell you what:
The world is a lot bigger than you think! Get over yourself, cuz we are all in this together! There's always someone else who has it worse than you! No one forces you to be miserable or happy, you do that all by yourself.