Sunday, June 14, 2009

Getting better all the time

Recently I have been in a funk. I don't know how else to describe it. I just felt frustrated and unmotivated and discouraged and lost and unloved. I know, lame right? I have so much love and so many wonderful people in my life, and I live in France for Pete's sake!! Well I am happy to report that I think I'm about out of said funk. I feel lighter and happier and prettier and excited about life. Sorry for the previous negativity, but we wouldn't appreciate the highs without the lows, right?
I don't think there's any specific solution or remedy when you feel like that. Sometimes you just have to keep pushing through, and eventually it goes away. But you have to decide you won't let it win.
My recent battle involved a lot of prayer, dancing, patient parents, a great bishop, two of the most amazing best friends a girl could ask for, way fun friends here in France who provided plenty of healthy distractions, lots of sleep, some good old-fashioned physical activity, and Paris. Just wandering around the city can be so therapeutic:)
So thanks for bearing wth me. I look forward to reporting more personal progress in the near future. One step at a time...

1 comment:

Hannah said...

YIPPEE!!! I am glad that the sun is shining in your life. I am glad that you just keep swimming even when you don't want to. LOVE it!

AND Jason is in NOT very many days. OH HAPPY DAY!!!